I’ve missed you so much,
Wish you could be here with me,
be here to tell me everything is okay,

I Love you so much much,
and I hope you are still smiling,
still singing and dancing.

I know i havent been up yet,
i will come shortly.
But for now, sweat dreams gorgeous

I Love you.
Fiona
xxxxx

Hope your still smiling, I miss your cheeky of yours, the one that helps me through the rough patches and reminds me how lucky i am to ever to have known you! I will come see you on sunday.

Its milly’s birthday tomorrow, i bet you are a proud godmother, she is 6 tomorrow!

I love you Princess and see you sunday,
I miss you darling.
Sweetdreams

|All my love|
|You’re best friend|

I still have your little present, and I am planning in coming down to see you on Sunday its has been a little while so looking forward to seeing you. I love you so much gorgeous, and I miss you too

All my love
Fiona Frew
Your best friend
Xxxxxxxx

I really wanted to come and see you today, but i wasnt able to. maybe another time soon.

i still miss you everyday and love you just the same, milly birthday is next week, i have no idea what to get her. she has grown up sp much since you saw her, she still has her curls and that blonde streak through her hair. She still knows who you are and im sure that you think she has grown up so much.

I love you gorgeous,
Speak soon,
Missing you,
Fiona Frew.
|Your Best friend|
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Still not been down to see you,
I will go down soon, I have a little thing to give you,
just says ‘Best friends, last forever.’
I thought that was cute.

I miss you so much Gorgeous,
I was going through some old things today,
I found a little booklet with your name on,
I opened it up and it was me writing memories of us,
just after you passed. The final one was ‘Nikita, I love you and i am finding it so hard to let you, it is your funeral tomorrow and i just want to have you back, i want my best friend back, just one more day, so we could laugh all day and i could have one last cuddle. I still finding it hard, i feel lost, like nothing makes sense, can you come visit me, just to tuck me into bed and give me a cuddle so i can find it easier to sleep, dream like we never got separated’

i actually felt the tears coming, because the thing is I still feel like that, 5 and half years last i still wish you would visit, come say hello, come tell me your safe, happy and looking after everyone. I still hope we will have a day together, a day where its just us, where we can laugh and play and be children like we were, dance like nobody could take us away.

I can not wait to see you, have that day together, i feel so grown up now, almost 18. left school, and the world is there waiting to be seen by me, waiting to be travelled. wish you was there with me, like we could it together. That would be so amazing the amount of laughs we would have. we would be unstoppable.

I love you Nik Nak,
My baby girly,
Sleep tight.
Your best friend.
Fiona Frew
xxxxxxx

I miss you gorgeous, and think about you everyday.
I just came to tell you that your just as much part
My life today as you were 6 years ago. When new people
Come into my life, they ask to know my story, the
People I know, the people who mean the world to me, they
Want to know where my path leads and where it started.
They want to understand my twinkle in my eye, I simply
Say you, because you nikita are my very best friend, your
My soul, and one day I hope to see you again, I hope to see
That smile, hear you song, and feel your heart beat.

Nikita, you are that twinkle and I believe the one day we will
Meet will be the best day of my life. I love you princess.
Till that day, sleep tight gorgeous.

All my love

Fiona Frew
Your best friend. Xxxx

I Miss you soo Much, live back in Somerset again, should come see you shortly, i love you so mi=uch and still think about you all the time.

18 this year, Time eh? Its a weird thing.

i love you soooo much.

All my Love

|Fiona| xxx

I miss you like crazy, and love you all the same.
Wish you could be here with us, for today, tomorrow, until the end of the earth.

hmm, I love you so much gorgeous and i hope your still with us today in your little spirt, watching over all of us.

love you so much babycakes
Fiona Frew, |Your best friend & I’ll always will be|