Nikita, we will always love you

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It is with great sadness in our hearts that we regretfully announce Nikita passed away in hospital during the afternoon of December 24th, her life cruelly taken by the cancer she so courageously fought against for so long.

Our thoughts and prayers are with Nikita and her family.

227 Responses to “Nikita, we will always love you”


  1. 1 Katie P Dec 25th, 2006 at 2:41 am

    Oh my gosh I am so so sad to hear about Nikita :( and on Christmas Eve too. I was praying she would get well again :( deepest condolences to her family and friends x x x x x

  2. 2 dina Dec 25th, 2006 at 10:28 am

    nikita our bravest hero, gone to celebrate and dance with the lord on the eve of his birthday, ( she’s life and soul of the party.) princess rest with peace you’ll always be in our hearts and loved forever, you would have made a fantastic godmother to Milly and proudly she will wear your name, she will learn about you and dance to your song, i have asked your mom to make sure she will be the godmother for you in proxy, cos you will never be gone completely you will forever be near in spirt and carried in our hearts always,
    sleep tight angel, sweetdreams

    god had an angel which he borrowed to the earth, blessed was tracey nick and danielle, now jesus has taken her home, forever to watch over all her family including jamie-leigh ellie-may and aj, friends, fiona kirsty laura.s. alice lou samantha everyone will miss you so much princess, sing with the birds be free forever
    Dina and Simon xxxx

  3. 3 Matthew Holbrook Dec 25th, 2006 at 11:03 am

    I am absolutely devastated. Never again will we have Nikita skipping through my kitchen door, ready for her twice-weekly healings. I’ll always remember her strength and how grown up and positive she was. The banter we had here always made her face light up and she went away with new energy to fight that terrible disease. Nikita was simply amazing and my heart goes out to her family and friends. The loss of Nikita leaves a gap so large in all our lives. I would like to thank everyone who has shown an interest in Nikita’s situation or helped in the group Nikita sessions. Also the 100 who sponsored me to jump off Cheltenham’s tallest building. On that day I had to show strength like never before and I learnt that from Nikita.

    Matthew
    Timsbury, Bath

  4. 4 Pam Dec 25th, 2006 at 12:49 pm

    The lilac princess closed her eyes,
    and took a step forward into the skies.
    A smile on her lips and a gleam in her eyes,
    Full of hello’s and never goodbyes.

    People were waiting to welcome her there,
    Family and friends, all stopping to stare.
    Angels were singing, rejoicing their care,
    As the lilac princess joined in with the fayre.

    She waltzed in the garden, light on her feet,
    and begging the pardon of the fairies she’d meet.
    She laughed as she danced looking ever so sweet,
    This lilac princess, then a Prince she did meet.

    He took hold of her hand and reached for the sky,
    this lilac princess, he taught her to fly.
    He freed her from pain, and she soared up so high,
    He gave her the wings of a lilac butterfly.

    She flew like an angel, a smile on her face,
    Up up and away and high into space.
    The prince let her fly, he knew she was safe,
    This lilac princess was winning the race.

    She looked down to earth and said “Don’t you cry,
    Look at me people, I’m learning to fly”
    “Be happy for me and please don’t you sigh,
    I’m in the kingdom of heaven and I did not die”.

    The lilac princess looked ever so well,
    As she flew into heaven, a dingle, a dell.
    She sang like an angel, the flowers she could smell,
    as she turned back and waved and bade us farewell.

    Sleep well lilac princess. You were an inspiration to us all.

  5. 5 Laura H Dec 25th, 2006 at 4:26 pm

    So sorry to hear the news about NikNak. She was a very brave young lady.

    My thoughts and prayers are with her family at this time.

    NikNak will always be with you in your heart and memories.

    God Bless All of You.

    Rest in Peace NikNak, your pain and suffering, as an Angel on Earth, has come to an end. There is a new Angel in Heaven today.

  6. 6 Mel Griffin Dec 25th, 2006 at 4:55 pm

    I was so pleased that Nikita came into my life as she was was one of the wisest and bravest 11 year olds I have ever met. Tracy, no Mother could have tried harder, you never gave up not for one moment even when the professionals where preaching doom and gloom. You held a torch that kept Nikita strong all the way through her short life.

    My family and I offer Nikita’s family our sincere regrets on not beating this terrible illness

    Love Light
    and Peace

    Mel Griffin
    ps. Nikita you were an inspiration to all of us and you have changed all of our lives xxxxxxxxxx

  7. 7 Karen Upton Dec 25th, 2006 at 5:29 pm

    I only knew her for a few precious months but I will never forget Nikita. She was a very brave young girl who never complained and stayed strong throughout with a beautiful smile and character that couldn’t fail to touch hearts wherever she went.

    Goodnight and God bless sweetheart.

    Tracey, Nick and Danielle my deepest sympathies.

  8. 8 Mike S Dec 25th, 2006 at 7:23 pm

    I’ve only heard of Nikita’s story second hand - but she has been an inspiration through my own troubles and helped me realise that life’s never ‘bad’ or ‘hell’ or ‘worth giving up on’ - there’s always a light, always a reason, always something truly positive you can take from every situation, no matter how dark it seems. Human life is an amazing thing, no matter how long or short it is.

    God bless xx

  9. 9 Fiona Dec 25th, 2006 at 9:12 pm

    R.I.P babz your cancer is dead but your soul will live forever.i am missing you like mad.i am lost without you but now like you said you are with your nan.i will be thinking of you everyday i was lucky to know you,you will never be forgotton .you will be my number 1 best friend in the world your soul be be here with us and you will always have a special place in my heart and will always be my no.1 baby girl

    I’m missing you baby girl
    love you lots and always will

    you were a brave little fighter
    and i will never forget your courage strengh and spirit, your charm and mischieviousness
    always forever together we will be, until we meet again
    Fiona xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  10. 10 samantha Dec 25th, 2006 at 9:54 pm

    R.I.P Nikita I’m so glad I was so lucky to have a friend like you. I’ll always love you and you will never be forgotten and never lost because you will never be taken away from me you are in my heart now and will be forever. The cancer is dead but your soul we live on and on. I remember all of our sleep over’s and when you took all the quilt lol. I’m sooo sad that I have lost my best friend mine and your friendship is was more precious than mine and Chloe’s. I will miss our sleep over’s and last night I pretended you were in my bed having a sleep over again, silly I no but it kept me happy. Come back and visit anytime you like. Love you so much my darling

    from one of your best friends samantha s

    p.s milly nikita everline misses you too, and so does mary-leigh
    sweet dreams princess lilac xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  11. 11 Leah & Matt (Amelia P) Dec 26th, 2006 at 2:19 am

    Only recently met you, we were in the next room to you when you had pneumonia and our little lady had it as well.
    our heart goes out to all your family and friends, keep flying high Nikita and keep smiling.

    god bless you, you brave star!

    Leah & Matt- Amelia Price’s parents

  12. 12 Kellie-Marie Price Dec 26th, 2006 at 9:53 pm

    Nikitta my darling.
    Only recently did i meet you, in November infact. My family had told me of your story and it touched my heart. I absailed for you, i saw u there sitting with my little sister, so brave, so beautiful.
    Never before have i been so amazed at the strength one person can have. You are so brave and special and so loved by everyone around you. I remember seeing you smile and thinking how beautiful you are.
    But is time to sleep now sweetheart. You dont have to be in any pain anymore. You can go and play in the lords garden, and wait till the day that we will all be re-united.
    Keep that smile princess, mummy and daddy need it.
    Sleep tight
    xxxx

  13. 13 your sister danielle Dec 27th, 2006 at 1:32 am

    nikita i miss you so much i cant imagine my life without you, there is a big part of my heart missing and no one will ever fill that space ever. you are always in my thoughts and always will be.
    jamie-leigh ellie-may and a-jay miss you so much not having you to play with.
    you are in a special place now and out of pain at last just remember to come and talk to me i am always here for you no matter what.
    i have that lovley picture of you on my wall so i can see you all the time and i will never be without you because i will have you by my side forever untill we meet again.
    good night my sweetest sister i love you very very much
    love you lots love you millions love you infinity
    your sister danielle

    jamie-leigh ellie-may and a-jay says they love you lots to and good night god bless sleep tight.
    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  14. 14 your sister danielle Dec 27th, 2006 at 1:45 am

    hi nikita dean here i just want to say how much i am missing you and i think of all the good times we had when you wanted to stay at our house i will never ever forget you and cant wait till we meet again .
    you are with the angels now and dont forger to look in on me from time to time.
    good night god bless and sweet dreams my darling sweet heart.
    love you for ever in the day,
    love youn lots and lots dean.
    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  15. 15 Rachael (Miss Morgan) Dec 27th, 2006 at 4:39 pm

    I was so lucky to have taught Nikita in my first year of teaching. She was a special young lady with so much energy. She bought laughter to the class and made everyone smile, she made every day special. Her cheeky charm will stay with me forever.
    I have never met a child as brave as Nikita, who carried on smiling through everything.

    Nikita you are at peace now, heaven has gained a very special young lady, but you will remain in our hearts. Keep on smiling in heaven.

    My deepest sympathy to your family.

    All my love xxxx

  16. 16 your sister danielle Dec 27th, 2006 at 6:30 pm

    FROM MUM
    Nikita you were taken from me on the 24 december 2006.You waited till i said good bye and you left me.I know that you didnt want to leave me or hurt me, and i know that you cared about me. You were always concerned about me,always worrying about what i thought rather than yourself.You new that i loved you so much and that you were my little rock. You were so brave and strong and no matter what life brought to you you never worried. You used to say dont worry mum i will be alright.And you always came out with the wonderful smile of yours. I will never forget that smile and your pretty little face,that will stay with me for the rest of my life.
    When you left me, a part of me died also.I know that you are in a better place with the angels.I know one thing they have gained a beautiful little angel now.You made sure that you went out on that special day so that you wouldnt ever be forgotten.And im sure you never will. You are so brave nikita you went through so much during your little bit of life here, and you dont deserve this but you are in a better place. Every body will love you up in heaven and i bet they are all fighting up there saying that they all want you.But the only one who wants you is me. Im missing you so much .We were always together and you loved being with me.And now a big part is missing and i dont no what to do with out you.
    They have takenmy special little girl who i loved so much, and i will never forget you.
    Sleep tight my little angel least you are out of pain.Remember i will be with you one day so you just wait for me and i will be there soon.Remember to come and sleep with me at night like you said you would, im waiting. Please make a sign to let me know that you are here with me. Im still waiting. But nothing as yet.
    Im thinking of you always and i will never forget you. And i love you so much. The song you picked I NEVER HAD A DREAM COME TRUE.You never had that dream come true my love and i know that you wanted the cancer to go but im so sorry it didnt .We both tried so hard maybe i didnt try hard enough to find that cure for you . But im so sorry i tried as much as i could. I know that we found something new but i think it was to late. And i know that it was to hard for you to take. But you still tried for me again but the timing was wrong you were to ill . I wish that you were here still and we still could of kept trying but i new that you had enough and you wanted to die. When i watched you in pain and you said that you wanted to go to heaven i knew then i had to let you go.
    I want you back so much, my heart is breaking.But i want you to know that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. REST IN PEACE MY LITTLE ANGEL. Love mum your sprecial; friend

  17. 17 carla Dec 27th, 2006 at 8:07 pm

    rest in peace nic nak(nikita)you were so brave i am allways thinking about you have fun playing with all the other angles.

  18. 18 Sittingbourne Ferret Rescue Dec 27th, 2006 at 8:41 pm

    RIP Nikita heaven has gained a lovely angel.
    My thoughts are with your family and friends at this hard time.

    Friend, please don’t mourn for me
    I’m still here, though you don’t see.
    I’m right by your side each night and day
    and within your heart I long to stay.

    My body is gone but I’m always near.
    I’m everything you feel, see or hear.
    My spirit is free, but I’ll never depart
    as long as you keep me alive in your heart.

    I’ll never wander out of your sight-
    I’m the brightest star on a summer night.
    I’ll never be beyond your reach-
    I’m the warm moist sand when you’re at the beach.

    I’m the colorful leaves when fall comes around
    and the pure white snow that blankets the ground.
    I’m the beautiful flowers of which you’re so fond,
    The clear cool water in a quiet pond.

    I’m the first bright blossom you’ll see in the spring,
    The first warm raindrop that April will bring.
    I’m the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine,
    and you’ll see that the face in the moon is mine.

    When you start thinking there’s no one to love you,
    you can talk to me through the Lord above you.
    I’ll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees,
    and you’ll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze.

    I’m the hot salty tears that flow when you weep
    and the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep.
    I’m the smile you see on a baby’s face.
    Just look for me, friend, I’m everyplace

  19. 19 Beth and Rachel (Grimstead) Dec 27th, 2006 at 9:15 pm

    We have had the pleasure of knowing Nikita for the last couple of years.A good friend, full of fun and always smiling, she will be sadly missed but no longer suffering. We will miss you lots, thanks for all the good times.MSN will not be the same without you. Love and best wishes to your family and friendsxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  20. 20 Julie Taylor Dec 27th, 2006 at 9:36 pm

    I knew how much they loved you, they gave you 100% of there love i will miss seeing your smiling face i knew you from when you were so young, i knew your family. Your family gave 100% to you, i will miss you, and i hope to give strenght to your family, they tried so hard. I have left chris’s site above.

    Julie Taylor
    x

  21. 21 Katie Ball Dec 27th, 2006 at 9:44 pm

    Nikita, I will never forget you. You have been so brave! You will always have a place in my heart. I have been crying for ages and i am now because i miss you so much. You had so much talent. You were one of my bestest mates and no-one could ever change that! I hope you Rest in Peace. You will be missed by many people. Lots and lots of love, Now and Always, Kaytee xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  22. 22 chaz Dec 27th, 2006 at 10:33 pm

    Bless Yuu Nikita Im Gn Miss Yuu Soooo Much Darlin … Best Mates For Ever … Av A Guyd Time Up Der Babii Gurl
    Frm Chazzzi xxxxxxxxxxxxx

  23. 23 your sister danielle Dec 27th, 2006 at 11:31 pm

    auntie kar
    you were such a brave and strong little girl who right from four years old battled with your cancer but each time it came back you fought it and bounced back stronger and we never thought the day would come when it would beat you
    each day in the hospital when we visited you you never complained but were only worried that your mum would get upset even then you were thihking of her and not yourself
    but i believe you were a special little girl who jesus chose to bring to heaven on that special day to be one of his angels
    we already miss you but the pain that is hurting so much now will get better in time lots of tears have been shed and many more will but at last you are out of pain and in a wonderful place where you are at peace and i know in my heart that one day we will all meet up again but that dosent stop us from missing you until that time comes
    we love you so much babe and always will and our memories of you will always be there
    until we meet again
    auntie kar uncle ron
    leanne nikki stacey
    mark dwain
    tyrese maeson

    goodnight lou god bless

  24. 24 Maria del Carmen Rowe Dec 27th, 2006 at 11:42 pm

    Dear Nick and Tracey,
    When spending the day with the family got this sudden sad feeling and with the hand on my heart I said : “Nikita, you a little angel, you are a little star looking over us now, and free of pain.-”
    It is difficult for me to explain my deep feelings but
    Nikita has not died. Nikita is alive inside all of us who had the privilege of her touch in our lives. Of course I am sad but I know this: Nikita you live in all of us who had the privilige to know you. You have touched my heart very deeply and are always alive there.

    Tracey and Nick I can only express my feelings in a big hug and also found the following text very comforting in my own life as this text was given to me when my younger brother passed away 25 years ago.Javier was I wish it helps you as it did help me:
    -”I have only slipped away into the next room .
    Whatever we were for each other that we are still.
    Call me by my old familiar name , speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone. Let my name be forever the same as it always was.
    Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together.
    There is absolutely unbroken continuity.
    I am somewhere very near, just around the corner.
    All is well”-
    (Canon Scott Holland)

    Tracey, Nick and Danielle, a very big hug with all my love and sympathy.
    Much love,

    Maria del Carmen Rowe

  25. 25 stacie...ur cuz Dec 28th, 2006 at 1:07 pm

    nikita i didnt ever think u would be taken from us u managed to overcome the cancer so many times i just always thought u would get better, but when i saw you in that hospital bed i knew we didnt have long left with you and the last time i saw you, you were in so much pain i prayed to god to take you because i knew thats what you wanted. you said to me you didnt want us to forget you .. i dont think you ever realised how much of a big part you played in our family and there is no way that any one of us can ever forget you. your speacial thats the reason why you were taken so young god gave you the best part of life and then took you back to be one of his angels. im so glad your out of your pain and i will never forget how brave you were. one day i will see you again, but i hope until then you watch down on me. i love you loads and loads and will miss you forever but i no i will see you again XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI LOVE YOU XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXR.I.PXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

  26. 26 Macauley Cole Dec 28th, 2006 at 2:04 pm

    Only today did I here you had gone to play with the angels. Leaving all your pain and suffering behind. You are a amaizing friend. You were one of the first people I told about my operation, that was when you were in america you kept my chin up and always worried about me. You will be in my heart forever good night god bless mate.

    Love Macauley x x x x
    (Trinity)

    Nikita,
    I sit here trying to think what to write and guess what no words can sum up you, brave caring loving strong, the meaning of them dont even come close. You are amaizing an inspiration to us all, with all you went through you still had a cheeky smile and a big hug for us all.

    I will always miss you.
    love Sandra and Alan Dempsey

    Nikita
    God night x x
    Love Giorgia & Jake Cole (Trinity)

    Love to Tracey, Nick, Danielle and family x x

    Nick, and Danielle

  27. 27 Alan Dec 28th, 2006 at 3:28 pm

    Nikita,

    Never met you, only read of your plight and tried to help in a small way.

    The prayers of many will be with you and may you find the peace you so deserve.

    May you rest in peace.

  28. 28 Joe Frew (m8) Dec 28th, 2006 at 6:21 pm

    nikita,

    when i first knew you passed away on christmas eve i started crying because i hoped you would of came out of the R.U.H and been opening your presents for the 11th time and said “wow thanks mum & thanks dad for this, its what ive always wanted”

    thanks for the lovley smile’s youur put on trinitys face’s .Remember when we was together,talking and having a little gossip between us both and we never let anyone else know

    trinity was a good place for your smile and us old yr 5 & 6’s n miss morgan would chuculed to your cool jokes “ha ha ha ha”or “he he he he” and when you found out about your sats results you cried because you knew you wernt going to get them.you cried because of it

    we all loved you niknak and dont think that im going to forget you because you r always inside of me

    think of the good times when we came in from break and you always looked at me and smiled

    love you loadz bbz
    joe
    xxxxxxxxxxx

  29. 29 kirsty c Dec 28th, 2006 at 7:47 pm

    im so sorry to hear that Nikita passed away on Christmas eve.i thought that Nikita would pual throug. im so sorry to hear about your lose

    REST IN PEACE NIKITA TOURE A BRAVE TOUNGE GIRL
    *********************************************************************

  30. 30 kirsty c Dec 28th, 2006 at 7:55 pm

    sleep tight up in hevan with youre Nana Nikita. i hope you enjoyed youre life and had fun when you could.*************************R.I.P ********************************************************************

  31. 31 Katie J Dec 28th, 2006 at 9:37 pm

    No more pain will you suffer,i will never forget you and know you will always be with us,goodnight my friend sleep tight.xxxxx

    A poem called Little Angels.

    When God calls little children,
    To dwell with him above.
    We mortals sometimes question,
    The wisdom of his love.

    For no heartache compares with
    The death of one small child
    Who does so much to make our world
    Seem wonderful, and mild.

    Perhaps God tires of calling
    The aged to his fold,
    And so he picks a rosebud,
    Before it can grow old.

    God knows how much we need them,
    And so he takes but few,
    To make the land of Heaven
    More beautiful to view

    Believing this is difficult
    Still, somehow we must try,
    The saddest word mankind knows
    Will always be “Goodbye”.

    So when a little child departs,
    We who are left behind
    Must realize, God loves children…
    Angels are hard to find.

  32. 32 katie britt Dec 28th, 2006 at 11:40 pm

    R.I.P luv u im so sad dalin my babbi gurl always lost but NEVER forgotten

    Ooh…

    Everybody’s got something they had to leave behind
    One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
    There’s no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
    How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
    All this I know but still I can’t find ways to let you go

    Chorus
    I never had a dream come true
    Till that day that I found you
    Even though I pretend that I’ve moved on
    You’ll always be my baby
    I never found the words to say
    You’re the one I think about each day
    And I know no matter where love takes me to
    A part of me will always be with you

    Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
    Amd tomorrow can never be
    ‘Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
    There’s no use looking back or wondering
    How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
    Oh this I know but still I can’t find ways to let you go

    Chorus

    You’ll always be the dream that fills my head
    (Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
    You’ll always be the one I know (I’ll never forget)
    There’s no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
    Because love is a strange and funny thing
    No matter how I try and try
    I just can’t say goodbye
    No no no no

    Chorus

    A part of me will always be with you…

  33. 33 leanne cousin Dec 28th, 2006 at 11:51 pm

    dearest nikita you r now in heaven with the angels out of pain. we will all miss you so much and you will never ever be forgotton. i hope you found little nan like you wanted and she is taking good care of u and that you have made lots of new friends up there cause you always made lots down here as you were so freindly and bubbly.nikita we will miss you so much but to no ur spirt will still be around is a good thought. we love you so much its hard to belive ur gone lots of love and kisses leanne mark and maeson. love you lotsxxxxxxxxx

  34. 34 Lisa and family Dec 29th, 2006 at 12:04 am

    Dear Tracy Nick and family,
    We are so sorry to hear of your great sad loss, we didn’t see much of you during Nikita’s illness, but our thoughts were always with you. We can’t begin to know what you must be going through right now, losing a child has to be the cruelest loss of all. When we lost Steven being so young i didn’t understand, now as a mother i couldn’t think of anything worse. Our hearts go out to you and all the family. Thinking of you always, Lisa xx

  35. 35 KD Dec 29th, 2006 at 12:07 am

    I’m sorry you lost your battle, Nikita. But you’ve left behind a very special Mum.

    Going leaves a heartache that no one can heal,
    But love leaves a memory that no one can steal.

    (Old Irish saying)

    God Bless

    KD

  36. 36 from friends Dec 29th, 2006 at 12:29 am

    I looked out my window this morning,
    just to watch the falling snow.
    But there was no joy inside my heart,
    nor Christmas beauty to bestow.

    I felt this void from deep within
    and so much emptiness inside.
    If only I could turn back time,
    to have you right here by my side.

    The children open up their gifts,
    the joy reflects upon their face.
    My soul is saddened once again
    because my heart can’t find its place.

    Smiles, joy, and cheerful laughter
    to cover everything I feel.
    I knew this time was soon to come,
    but it just seems so hard to heal.

    In spite of all the pain I have;
    I refuse to shed a single tear.
    I try going through another day
    as if though you were still here.

    Children play and dance and sing,
    mothers smile with such delight.
    Perhaps somewhere you’re smiling too,
    though you’re not here with us tonight.

    Old memories play through my head,
    to times when we were all together.
    And that’s the best gift that I have;
    the kind of gift that lasts forever.

    As darkness falls upon the day,
    I sit and write these lines for you.
    This is how I spent my Christmas…
    my first Christmas without you.

  37. 37 Naomi shane shannon corey ryan an megan Dec 29th, 2006 at 12:43 am

    i think nikita was amazing young girl she touched the hearts off so very many in such a short time .
    my heart goes out to your family an friends Tracey, Nick and Danielle my deepest sympathies. tracey i think you an your hubby are amazing you tried so very much dont let your last thought on her be i should have tried harder as i think you done amazing. you never stopped looking for something new to help her fight. look at all the lifes she touched the hearts she warmed by her sparkle an cheeky smile
    she is an always will be an amazing angel xxxxx
    R.I.P
    im sure she still by your side wishing she could wipe away your tears an pain, now hers has gone
    XXXXXXXXXXXXX
    love naomi shane shannon corey ryan megan rhian

  38. 38 Trinity Primary Dec 29th, 2006 at 2:43 am

    Dearest Tracey and Nick,
    We are all so deeply saddened. Nikita will never be forgotten. We were proud to have someone with so much warmth, spirit and courage. Nikita cared so much about others. Her beautiful smile is something so many have commented on, but very true. She made us all laugh and we are left with nothing but happy memories.
    Words are never really enough in times of such pain. We send you our love and prayers.
    Trinity Primary School

  39. 39 Kitty Dec 29th, 2006 at 12:49 pm

    I never knew you Nikita, but when i read your story on Post you and told you how brave and amazing i think you are. My heart goes out to both your family, and you sweetie. I lit a candle for you.
    xxxx Kitty

  40. 40 jo bell Dec 29th, 2006 at 2:19 pm

    I only met you once Nikita when I came to the hospital with my niece Dina and great niece Fiona. You had a very profound affect on me. I will never forget your wonderful smile and mischievious sense of humour. Your bravery at what life had thrown at you was unbelievable. My heart goes out to your lovely mum Tracy.

    R.I.P. little angel

  41. 41 luke T Dec 29th, 2006 at 3:26 pm

    Rest in peace Nikita. I only knew you for a year but you were always my mate and full of laughter you always had a smile on your face and were so very brave with every thing you had to go through. We will all miss you and you will be missed by many, sleep tight all our love luke daniel kieran niki and chris xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  42. 42 Sarah Mark and Dylan Dec 29th, 2006 at 11:05 pm

    Rest with the Angels Nikita as you deserve to be out of pain and happy again. I can picture you now teaching the angels how to sing(karoke) and encouraging them all to join in. You always went out of your way to say hello to me and always greeted me with a smile. You were so funny and cheeky sometimes and that’s what made you so adorable.
    Since knowing you Nikita, you have amazed me with your bravery, strength and determination to fight on, however, you never lost as Heaven has just gained one extra special angel to watch down on us.
    Keep those stars twinkling at night Nikita as everytime I see that extra sparkly star I will know its you saying hello to us all.
    Good night and God bless Nikita I will always hold memories of you. Lots of love, hugs and Kisses
    Sarah…. Mark and Dylan also send their love.

  43. 43 tianna Dec 30th, 2006 at 12:25 pm

    —–///\\—–
    —-///-\\\—-CAncer is a killer,
    —|||—|||—i know thats how nikita passed away,
    —|||—|||—so if you just happend to read this,
    —|||—|||—or were one of her friends so true,
    —-\\\-///—-please, please,
    —–\\///—–put this on ur bebo in loveing memory,
    ——///\—–Of a girl we all loved and will never forget,
    —–///\\\—-in memory of nikita moore, who died on x-mas eve 2006,
    —-///–\\\– @ such a young age,R.I.P Nikita darling, we’re all missin u.xxx
    For Nikita moore in loving memory from all ur friends and family,By TIanna. http://Xxlil-hunny-bunnyxX.bebo.com

  44. 44 lauren whittaker Dec 30th, 2006 at 12:37 pm

    r.i.p bby gal remember all the partys yh x
    ur allways b in my hart and to hear u past awayit broke my hart i have been trying to get hold of you and i will miss you till the day i di xx x-mas eve 2006 4 ever xx bby girl
    plz can u contact me and let me no wen her funeral is x pr is it already happend xxxxxxxxx

  45. 45 Sophie Dec 30th, 2006 at 6:11 pm

    Chick Yuu Wont Eva Eva Me Forgotton
    Yuur A Pweeti Gal Hu Didnt Deserve 2 Die
    Love Yuu Alwayz && Foreva!!!!!!!!!!!
    xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    Soph Yur Closes M8 Eva

  46. 46 LAURA S Dec 30th, 2006 at 8:55 pm

    this is the poem u sent to me when u where in america

    ive got ur back
    youve got mine
    ill help u out anytime!
    to see u hurt 2 see u cry
    it makes me weep and wanna die
    and if u agree not 2 fight
    it wouldnt matter whoose wrong or right
    if a broken heart needs a mend
    ill be right there till the end
    if ur cheeks r wet from drops of tears
    dont worry let go of ur fears
    hand in hand love is sent
    we`ll be bst friends till the end!!!!!!!!!!!!
    XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXXxXxXxXxXxXXxXxXxXx

    nikita u r a really special angel in my life and the best angel of my world i will never for get u ur in my heart 4 the rest of my life never forget i love u loadsxxxxxx. Tracey Nick Dan and family sorry 2 hear about it i love u all 2 my heart and if u need us any time u now where i am and we will help! you tried ur bst 2 keep ur daughter healthy and up for it i love u loads never for get it plz xXxXXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXxXXxXxXxXxXXxXxXxxXXxXxxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxxXXxXXxXXXxxXxxXXxxxxXxXxXXxXxXxxXXxAXXxxXX laura

  47. 47 louiza your best freind Dec 31st, 2006 at 3:58 pm

    I was so sad when i found out you had passed away i was going to start to cry i give you all the love and wormth in my haert and remeber you with love good night dearest freind louiza.
    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  48. 48 Anne and laura kemp Dec 31st, 2006 at 8:00 pm

    NicNAK LOVE U LOADS LOVED U LOADS DIDNT KNOW U LONG BUT FELT LIKE WE KNEW U 4 YEARS WE MET AT TRINITY SCHOOL U ALWAYS HAD A SMILE AND A CHEEKY GRIN AND A HEART THAT WAS SO WOARM IT WOULD MELT ICE.

    WE WILL ALLWAYS MISS U AND R ALLWAYS THINKING OF U.
    OUR DEEPEST CONDOLENSES TO TRACEY AND NICK FOR THE LOSS OF THEIR BEUTIFULL DAUGHTR/ANGEL/NIKITA R.I.P LOVE TO YOU ALL

    ANNE AND LAURA KEMP

  49. 49 nikki your big couz x Dec 31st, 2006 at 10:21 pm

    nikita im so sad that u are gone i love u so much and i will miss u everyday, we will never forget you (how could we) you were always making fun of us at the hospital when we would get upset and tell us how silly we were and make us all smile again.

    im glad you are out of pain now i couldnt stand to see you like that and im glad you were not afraid anymore. you were so brave and strong for such a little girl. you will always be my baby cuz and i will never forget you xxxxxxxx

    RIP
    i will see you when i get there and give u a big hug and loads of kisses xxxxxx

    miss you and love you
    Nikki, Dwain and Tyrese xxxxx

    Tracey you did everything you could for nikita she was blessed to have a mum like you as you were blessed to have nikita.
    you are so strong i could never understand the pain you are going through but you know you have all of us here to help you through each day xxxxx stay strong we all love you x

  50. 50 your sister danielle Jan 1st, 2007 at 2:31 am

    MUM
    nikita its mum once again. Just writing again to tell you it is the 1 january 2007 I will never forget 2006 as long as i live and i will promise you i will never celebrate annother year because the year 2006 is so special in my heart.I cant and wont stop loving you as long as i live. We always celebrated the new year together and seeing your not hear with me i can not do that any more.So me and you will remember the years that we had together , and they were wonderful ones and we will always remember that.Im thinking about you every minute of the day.You would be so pround of your pictures you had done with danielle they came out wonderful. I didnt realise how beautiful you really was but i know that they have got one beautiful angel up in heaven.Rest in peace my love and i will be with you soon.Bye nikita love you mum your best friend xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxR.I.P.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  51. 51 Dina and Simon Jan 1st, 2007 at 12:05 pm

    My Darling Nikita ,
    We are missing you so so so much its hurts, How can any of us can be happy and see in a new year when your not here to share it with us, 2006 is burned in our hearts and the memories we have will always be so precious. You never really understood how special you really are, and babe we miss your happy smiling face , your teasing and your singing. The charm you have is second to none.
    You radiated love to all who knew you, You really are a diamond, and you will sparkle in our hearts forever more.
    REST IN PEACE
    Love you sweetie
    Dina Simon and all the younger ones xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  52. 52 Clo../x. Jan 1st, 2007 at 1:36 pm

    R.I.P Princess..
    Your one of the most brightest stars up in the sky.
    Everyone misses you so much.
    You were and still are a very brave girl.
    But your in a much better place now looking down on us.
    My heart goes out too all nikitas family & really close friends.
    Maybe one day ill be able to see you again.it just feels like your gone on a really long holiday & ull be back soon..i wish that was the way darling.
    miss you..
    love you..
    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  53. 53 poppy king your great mate Jan 1st, 2007 at 5:07 pm

    To nikita ,
    you were the first friend i met in peasedown and you were the best. I will always remember you as a good freind. I give you all the
    love and warmth in my heart.I will miss you .
    lots of love, your good mate shannon xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  54. 54 poppy king your great mate Jan 1st, 2007 at 5:14 pm

    Dear, nikita
    we will always remeber you as a very good freind exspesialy your great freind shannon who will remember you as the first and best freind she met rest in peace nikita all our love poppy, louiza, and shannon xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    p.s we will miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  55. 55 Jessicaa Hiscockss, 11 Jan 2nd, 2007 at 12:51 am

    Hii Hunn…
    Imm Kitty.Parfitts Matee..
    I Wass Gonna Do The Sponseredd Walkk Forr You Aswell
    Butt I Could Not Make It In Thee Endd..!..
    I Feel Soo Badd!
    I Knoww Thatt You Could Not Have The Treatment In The End But Still!
    You Where Andd Still Are A Ritee Lil Fighterr!..
    And Every1 Is So Happi That Your Not It Painn No More NoBody
    Deserves That[[Wht You Went Through]]
    Whyy, Whyy Everyone Keeps Asking Themselfs!!?!!
    Andd Why On Christmass Eve??
    Justt Not Fair Not Fait At All!!
    Well Nitee Babee..Lurvv Yhoo Jess..//x..

  56. 56 Chad Edgecombe (Radstock) Jan 2nd, 2007 at 2:15 pm

    A note to Nikitas family,

    I never met her but read all the articles about her - I live locally and can only express my sadness and offer deepest sympathies for your loss.

    Rest assured she is in the arms of the angels looking over you.

  57. 57 JOE Jan 2nd, 2007 at 3:37 pm

    WE STILL LUV U BBZ

    XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

  58. 58 Jazzy Jan 2nd, 2007 at 3:40 pm

    dear nikita,
    this is jasmine i was soooooo sad 2 hear about u i luv you baby xxxxxxxxxxi wud give anything just 2 be able 2 see u again.bye bye baby until we meet again xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    ps:i will neva 4 get u xxxx

  59. 59 chrissy Jan 2nd, 2007 at 6:43 pm

    r.i.p my angel ,though i never met you , my family have , was sad to hear you went on xmas eve , but now yr not in pain anymore, and another star shines bright in the sky at night

  60. 60 nikki your big couz x Jan 2nd, 2007 at 7:01 pm

    They say that hearts dont really break, but that is so untrue, the day you left us Nikita it broke our hearts in two. So untill we meet again all our love we send to you.
    Untill the end of time

    LOVE YOU XXXXXXXX

    NAN AND GRAMP XXXXXX

  61. 61 luke T Jan 2nd, 2007 at 8:04 pm

    From Daniel

    R.I.P Nikita u put smiles on everyones faces including mine you were funny and so so brave. You will be remembered by many people. xxxxxxxxx

  62. 62 Stace Jan 3rd, 2007 at 12:23 am

    Nikita…. I will miss you so much babe!! I can’t believe you left me..on xmas eve aswell !! You are always going to be in my heart !! and i will never forget such a special little girl like you babe !! I know your watchin over me…and i dont want you to forget me !! Babe i wish you were still here … i wanted to see you again .. But now i no im not going to for a long time it really hurts me deep down inside me !! I cant believe i didn’t get the chance to say goodbye to you !! You will always be in my heart and i will never forget you babe !! Every Minute of everyday i am thinkin bout u nd i always will be!! I miss your beautiful Smile and i miss talkin to you i just miss hearing your voice !! I remember the last time i seen you was when me and chel bought u that teddy … When you opened it you smiled and it was that Beautiful smile it bought a tear to my eye !! I thought of you as a sister .. we were soo close we were like family !!! Babe if i had one wish .. It would be to bring you back because you put a smile on everyones faces!!! and everyone is missing you like mad and no-1 will ever forget you or your Beautiful little smile !!
    Missing you soo much babe !!
    Your my Special Little Gurl x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x
    Love You soo much babe x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x
    I will never forget you .. you were soo special
    Missing you like MADE babe x.x.x.x.x.x.x.
    x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x
    x..x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x

  63. 63 your sister danielle Jan 3rd, 2007 at 6:10 pm

    nikita u r a V.I.P A VERY IMPORTANT PRINCESS and u will b in my thoughts 4 eva and eva cant stop thinking about u and never will.
    mum has got some lovley pictures of u she had blown up from are make over and they are absoloutly beautiful i wish u was here with me to see them.
    i hope you will come and see me soon and give me a sign to let me know u r ok.
    miss u much love u more than words can say my darling sister.
    love danielle xxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx

  64. 64 Macauley Cole Jan 3rd, 2007 at 8:21 pm

    Nikita,
    A true friend to me and to a lot of people. Well known! Well loved! A little girl who has been through a lot, u have never given up! Always been a fighter.
    A pretty girl who will watch over me now and such a special friend who will never be harmed now.
    Always in my heart will never be forgotten.

    Lots of love Chantelle Parsons (Flo) x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
    Redwood class Trinity school.

  65. 65 shirley Jan 3rd, 2007 at 9:34 pm

    dear tracey thinking of u all at this sad time for the loss of nikita we will never forget her brave fight and her bubbly personality. we will miss you both popping down nikita always smiling no matter wat she was going through, her n sam tormenting each other in their playful way.

    R.I.P.Nikita you will always b in our thoughts

    lots of love shirley, rich, kat n sam xxxx

  66. 66 stacie...ur cuz Jan 4th, 2007 at 2:19 am

    nikita still thinkin of you everyday.. still feels like you havnt gone. saw your new picture and u actually look like an angel with your blonde hair and blue eyes no wonder god wanted you back. i no deep in my heart now ur somewhere better but i cant help missing you xxxx

  67. 67 Pam Jan 4th, 2007 at 3:02 am

    Dearest Darling Nikita,

    January 3rd was my birthday and a friend and colleage bought me a CD called ANGELIS. I implore anyone who reads this message who is feeling the deep hurt and pain at the travesty of losing you, our very own “Lilac Princess” should if possible listen to track 6 entitled “Even though You Are Gone” and feel the spirit and the beauty of you. You are an amazing young lady and you are still all around us, and I know that you will never be gone, but watching over each and everyone of us. I must have played it over a hundred times this evening, whilst trying to understand why the Lord took you when he did, however I know that you are only a heartbeat away. You are the perfume in the blossom, a gentle kiss on the breeze, the twinkle of the brightest stars and the music in our hearts.
    Tuesday will be a painful day darling Nikita and I cannot begin to know what you’re family are going through right now, especially you’re mum Tracey, but rest assured Nikita, she will be in good hands with her family and friends all around her, supporting her as well as you’re dad and you’re sister.
    I will not say goodbye angel, because I know you’re still here, so I will say goodnight and God bless and see you, whenever !!!

    All my deepest love hugs and kisses

    from

    Pam
    xxx

  68. 68 Katie J Jan 4th, 2007 at 6:24 pm

    They say time heals the pain and this it maybe true,
    but there will be no time when we won `t think of you,
    there was not a day that went by when you had a sparkle in your eyes
    and a smile on your face.

    Everytime i cryed you turned to me and said,
    katie mate please don `t cry, its a silly thing to do
    because no matter where i go i will always be around you.

    now you are in heaven and everywhere i go,
    every day that passes time will the pain
    sleep tight my dear friend till we meet again.

  69. 69 Shannon p Jan 5th, 2007 at 8:57 pm

    Nikita u were an excellent frend 2 me u will always be in my heart ur no 1 song i loved. You are such an amazin girl you touched many of our hearts. Tracey and Nick you gave 100% i think u r all amazing xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxmwah i luv u all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  70. 70 Josie, Lisa webb and family Jan 5th, 2007 at 9:38 pm

    Nikita,

    We are so sad to hear of the loss of sweet little nikita who faught so bravely for so long shame she loss the battle even with her pretty smile which will never be forgotten, r.i.p nikita our thoughts are with you and your family you will be sadly missed but now you can smile and play without the pain, R.i.p Sweet Smileing Angel

    Josie, Georgina Lisa and Family xx

  71. 71 A and B Darlington Jan 6th, 2007 at 7:10 pm

    Dear Tracey this is for you
    Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments toghther at the airport.
    They had announced the departure.
    Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, “I love you and I wish you enough.”
    The daughter replied, “Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough too mom.”
    They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see that she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, ” Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?”
    Yes, I have, ” I replied. ” Forgive me for asking, but wht is this a forever good-bye?”
    “I am old and she lives so far away, I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be
    for my funeral, “she said.”
    “When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, “I wish you enough.” May I ask what that means?
    She began to smile. “That’s a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone.” She paused a moment and looked up as if trying to remember it in detail and she smiled even more. “when we said “we wish you enough,” we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them.” Then turning towards me, she shared the following as if she were reciting it from memory.
    I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.
    I wish you enough the rain to appreciate the sun even more.
    I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting
    I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger.
    I wish you enough pain to satisfy your wanting.
    I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
    I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.
    She then began to cry and walked away.
    They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them,a day to love them but an entire life to forget them.
    TAKE TIME TO LIVE
    To Tracey and family
    I wish you enough
    May the Blessings Be

  72. 72 Matt parfitt Jan 6th, 2007 at 9:56 pm

    Dear Nikita and Family,

    I only had the pleasure of meeting Nikita in September when we were both in the same tutor group at Somervale. I didn’t really get to know u, but i will never forget, u were a very kind and nice girl.
    R.I.P Nikita
    From matt

  73. 73 Jazzy Wxxxxxx Jan 7th, 2007 at 12:05 am

    A poem 4 the princess.,x

    nikita moore u left us,
    on christmas eve, 2!
    but no matta how long i live,
    i will neva 4get u!

    i love u more than words can say,
    ill love u 4eva and a day,
    the lilac princess flying so high,
    ill find it hard 2 say bye!

    the cancer is a killa,
    but now it is dead,
    ill love u 4eva,
    as i just sed.

    my bessy babe,
    i miss u so,
    4 eva and eva,
    y did u have 2 go?

    princess lilac,
    my dear friend,
    a part of me is missing,
    and my heart will neva mend. :(

    u were loved so much,
    not just by me,
    but u were also loved,
    by other friends and family!

    u sed u saw an angel,
    well, i`ve seen 1 2,
    her name was nikita moore,
    and shes luved by me n u.

    my pen is black,
    my ink is pail,
    my love 4 u,
    will neva fail xxx

    R.I.P ANGEL U WERE SO BRAVE I LOOK FORWARD 2 MEETIN U IN HEAVEN SEE YOU SOON I HOPE BYE BYE BAYBEE GIRL XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

  74. 74 your sister danielle Jan 7th, 2007 at 11:25 am

    We can shed tears that she is gone
    Or we can smile because she has lived
    We can close our eyes and pray that she’ll come back
    Or we can open our eyes and see all that he’s left
    Our hearts can be empty because we can’t see her
    Or we can be full of the love we shared
    We can turn our backs on tomorrow because of yesterday
    Or we can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday
    We can remember her and only that she’s gone
    Or we can cherish her memoryand let it live on
    We can cry and close our minds, be empty and turn our backs
    Or we can do what she’d want
    Smile, open our eyes, love and go on.

    With love and deepest sympathy
    Jack and Betty

  75. 75 emma docherty Jan 8th, 2007 at 10:31 pm

    RIP babe
    cnt believe that you have gone
    but at least you are in a good place now
    tracey and nick my mum and dad (doc - from westhill club) said sorry for your loss
    hope to see you again soon nikita
    missing you loads
    sleep tight
    loads love
    Emma XxXxXxXxX

  76. 76 Jazzy Again x Jan 9th, 2007 at 11:16 am

    well, its the day of ur funeral :(
    i am sad 2 see u go, but it means i can see u 1 last time princess bye bye angel sleep tight see u l8er xxxxxx

  77. 77 Sam jazzies m8 Jan 9th, 2007 at 11:49 am

    HI MY NAME IS SAMANTHA AND I NO HOW SAD IT IS TO LOSE A FRIEND I HOPE YOUR HAPPY UP THERE EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT NO YOU MY HEART IS STILL BROKE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

  78. 78 Macauley Cole Jan 9th, 2007 at 6:30 pm

    Today we got to say our goodbyes to you. A very sad day but also a very special day. Tracey, Nick and Danielle you made today a very special day for your very special daughter. The service was fit for a princess, princess Nikita.

    Sweet dreams Nikita untill we meet again x x

    Bless you all in the days to follow x x

    Always in our hearts
    Sandra Alan Macauley Giorgia and Jake x x

  79. 79 your sister danielle Jan 9th, 2007 at 6:32 pm

    from mum
    nikita it was your funeral today the 9 january 2007. This day i will never forget.I came to see you the day before in the chapel of rest. That day i will remember till the day i die. That waa so hard for me to do .but i new i had to be the last person to kiss you and that no one will ever kiss you again.That moment was so special to me. I know that it wasnt you and that you were in heaven in a much better place.It didnt look like you nikita.But you did look peaceful to me and you were out of pain. But i would still like you here with me, but i know that cant happen but i want you to know that you will be with me in my heart till i meet you again.I will never forget you. Your funeral was so lovely i gave everything that you asked for .The only thing i havent given you is your head stone which i will promise i will do when the time is right.
    Thought i would just say that you are so brave and i will never forget you ok. I will come and visit you at your grave as much as i can and i wont come empty handed i will always bring you flowers as you asked me. So im leaving now.So R.I.P. My little angel.Sleep tight till we see each other again.
    Love from mum your special friend

  80. 80 laura s [ur bst m8} Jan 9th, 2007 at 6:58 pm

    V.I.P! nikita you were so brave baby, I miss u so much i dont believe you have gone please visit me when i`m upset down or even lonely love you loads (i`m crying now writing this) sleep tight sweetdreams my dear love you now and foreverxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
    Tracey & Nick, Danielle and family!
    i love you loads . You tried ur hardest to keep your daughter, siser, auntie, granddaughter and cosin you all tried and tried! i cry every and and think of you everyday just never forget nikita will always be in our hearts xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxlaura stockleyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  81. 81 eleanor Jan 9th, 2007 at 7:44 pm

    you are all so brave nikita what can i say you were so strong my best gal rip love ya loads elle

  82. 82 eleanor Jan 9th, 2007 at 7:48 pm

    you are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me me happy when skys are grey you have let go now but your still my sunshine you wont take my smile away

    just a little something niknak love ele

  83. 83 leanne cousin Jan 9th, 2007 at 8:34 pm

    dearest nikita your funeral was today it was a sad day but also happy knowing u are now at peace resting and out of pain . all ur wishes happened ur white coffin teddies and lots of flowers. i hope ur happy playing with the angels .we all love u loads and we will never ever forget you ! sleep tight precious angel.lots of love and hugs and kisses leanne mark and maeson xxxxxxx

    tracey and nick you got through today i dont no how u both done it u r both so brave just like nikita was. never forget nikita is always close by so ull never be with out her shes always here in spirt and she loves u both loads like we all do !!!! love u loads leanne mark and maeson

  84. 84 steph Jan 10th, 2007 at 12:55 am

    Dear Tracey and Nick

    Nikita funeral was beautiful, Nikita would have been proud of you both I now understand where Nikita got her strength from. She was so brave and a real inspiration to everyone she met. She fought with such courage and she truely was special.

    I know we are all asking god WHY? why her but I was looking up at the sky tonight and I saw a new star, the brightest one in the sky so beautiful and radiant, now I realise why god took her.

    words are no comfort but I am thinking of you all and it was a honor to have met such a wonderful girl, she is at peace and I know her spirit will never leave her family.
    lots of love nikita x x x xx x x x

  85. 85 ELEANOR Jan 10th, 2007 at 12:51 pm

    YOU ARE SO BRAVE HONEY I MISS YOU SO MUCH I REALLY THINK YOU WERE YOU WERE MY BEST GAL AND ALWAYS WILL BE C U SOON MY NIKNAK LOVE YA ALWAYS ELE

  86. 86 Pam Jan 10th, 2007 at 4:14 pm

    Dearest Nikita,

    Yesterday was the day we all laid you to rest in that beautiful place that is God’s own Garden. The rain came down which was only fitting that the whole sky shed tears for such a beautiful angel. Today the sun is shining and the whole sky is rejoicing at having such a precious gift within heaven. Sweet child, rest in peace now and know that you are loved so very deeply. Your mum Tracey was an inspiration to us all and I know you are very very proud of her, as we all were. She was so lucky to have had you as a daughter, and you were so lucky at having her as your mum. Take care of her now babe, watch over her and keep her safe.

    All my love

    Pam
    xxx

  87. 87 Sami Jan 11th, 2007 at 2:21 am

    So, So Sad..
    Sleep Well Little Girl x
    My Thoughts Are With Your Family
    x x x R.I.P x x x

  88. 88 michelle Jan 11th, 2007 at 11:40 am

    So sad to hear about Nikita, she is being cared for by the Angels now, My thoughts are with you all x

  89. 89 carla Jan 11th, 2007 at 3:07 pm

    you are so brave love miss you always

  90. 90 Katie J Jan 11th, 2007 at 8:29 pm

    dear nikita no matter what has happend you will never be taken from me i miss u so much it’s untrue. Tracey and Nick you triend your best and that’s all you could of done, you both are the best parents that Nikita could of ever wished for. When we were atr school together at Clandown, she always said how great your Mum and Dad were and it’s so true. You will always be in my heart. love you for ever and day. Good bye me dear friend untiil we meet again. xxxx
    P.S Make a sign so i know that you are hear with me every minute of the day. xxxxxxxxxx

  91. 91 Natasha Scudamore Jan 11th, 2007 at 11:39 pm

    hey hey hey every1 im really sorri 2 hear bout ur lose i no dat itz a lot 2 take in darlinz but i no how ur feelin kk so im sorri kk also nikita u mite not me natasha scudamore frm whiteway but den moved newayz im really heartbroken dat ur gone but r.i.p bby gurl kk im gonna miss u lyk crazy darlin im so sorri 4 yaz darlin mayb c yaz sn hunniz please bbz ave a lot of fun up dere wid all the angelz comfortin u and standin by ur side 4 life kk also ur not on ur own cuz ur nanz up dere wid u so u ave sum1 2 talk 2 kk i feel so sorri 4 ur lose on christmas eve it must of bin more than heartbreakin 4 u all but im here wenever u need me kk c yaz all sn kk bye mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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  92. 92 laura s Jan 13th, 2007 at 8:34 pm

    hello my beautiful angel up in heavan you are never forgotten i love you now & 4ever i miss u so much and sleep well and rest in peace i love you loads (i am crying now writting this ) i love u my special beautiful angel! your 4ever laura xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  93. 93 Sarah Mark and Dylan Jan 13th, 2007 at 11:33 pm

    Nikita, on the 9 January 2007 I said my final goodbye to you and I must say what a wonderful service it was. I still keep asking myself why you, but there can only be one explanation…..You were too good to be here. Nikita, we are all left with such wonderful memories of you and thats one thing that can never be taken away. So it’s nice to say that you will never be forgotten, as we remember you more and more each day.
    Lots of Love
    Sarah, Mark and Dylan xxx

  94. 94 Stacey... Jan 14th, 2007 at 10:28 pm

    R.I.P Nikita,
    Yuu may Not Remember Me.. But Yuu live In WEstfield By My Cus Rianne, when i used to go up hers we Would Come Around Yurs And Then Play In Yur Garden!
    So Upset that Yur Gone! Yuu Were So Brave!! And always smilin =)
    [x] Love You [x]
    Stacey…

  95. 95 LAURA S Jan 22nd, 2007 at 9:35 pm

    R.I.P nikita i really can not believe you have gone but you will never let go of my heart i love you loads and i can see you up in heaven getting all the other angelsup singing and dancing i hope you are ok up there rest in peace and no pain i love you now and forever never let that go please R.I.P never forgotten my presoius princess nikita love you
    sleep tight and think of all the good times we had togher and forget all the falling out i hope you are having amazing dreams up there my sweetheartxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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    just think you tried your best to keep nikita and you now nikita she was a clever bright special and my best friend girl and i love you all loads and just think now she is in no pain and peace love you allxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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  96. 96 Katie J Jan 24th, 2007 at 8:56 pm

    hi hun it has been 1 mounth since you were took awawy from your family, none can miss you more than they do. i miss you more than anyone that ever new you apart from your family. i just want to let you know that i know that you meant the world to your family and still do. you mean the world to me. i think you were the bravest girl ever. you mean so much to me. i knew your for 7 years and not a second goes by that i am never miss you not a minute goes by that i’m not thinking about you, not a day goes by that i forget you , not a wekk goes by that i am never ever missing you. i miss you so much hunni that it is untrue. if you ever think that i will forget you then you must be mad I WILL NEVERF FORGET YOU! i love you forever and a day, forever in a week, forever in a month and for ever until i die. you will always be with me. love you bbz XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

  97. 97 Sarah Mark and Dylan Jan 26th, 2007 at 10:15 pm

    To nikita, its your big sis here just wanted to say how much i am missing you i have had a really bad day today wishing you were here but out of pain and not suffering,
    you funeral was as lovley as you said to mum how you wanted it lots of beautiful flowers lots of teddies with you and a white coffin i’m hurting so much i cant describe how i’m feeling i just want to be with you and hold you in my ams and tell you, you are going to b fine nikita i cant wait to see you again love you lots INFINITY XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

    YOU ARE THE BEST SISTER ANYONE CAN ASK FOR LOVE YOU NIKITA YOU WILL BE IN MY MEMORY FOREVER IN THE DAY UNTILL WE MEET AGAIN LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY LOVE YOU SLEEP TIGHT MY SWEET HEART

    MUM I LOVE YOU LOTS TO YOU HAVE BEEN SO STRONG I’M SO GLAD I HAVE GOT YOU AS A LOVING CARING MUM I WOULD NOT CHANGE YOU FOR THE WORLD YOU ARE NOT JUST MY MUM YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND I LOVE YOU LOTS INFINITY XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

  98. 98 laura s Jan 27th, 2007 at 9:41 pm

    RIP Nikita today at half passed 11 ,i looked up into the big blue open sky and you poped out and said laura i am fine up here but i`m missing everyone loads and i love you loads and miss you loads please do not worry i dont like it went people cry so please dont you cry. i have Kayla up her with me and parts of my family up here playing and sining and dancing with me and by the way sam your dog is fine i look after him and play with him every day. laura never forget i love you and miss you byebyebye and blew me a kissxxxxxxx

    so that is what nikita said to me. i started crying and couldnt stop i miss you loads nikita my angel sleep tight and please have good dreams of your amazing life you had. but now every body now`s you are in a much better place to be because your cancer is dead and your in peace up in heaven but the thing i want to say nikita laura moore i love you loads you are never forgotten princess.n.i.k.i.t.a love you laura xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  99. 99 Serena Wall Jan 28th, 2007 at 1:25 pm

    Nikita, Your Being Missed So Much Babe.
    I Think Of You Every Day And I Still Cant Believe Your Gone. But At Least Now Your In A Better Place With No Suffering. Love You With All Her Heart__x

  100. 100 x Tamsin x Jan 28th, 2007 at 1:32 pm

    x Nikita Moore My Baybee Angel x
    You dont understand what im going through.
    Everything i would dooo to be with you.
    I just wont you back in my life
    I cant step back neither take a stride.
    I miss you more day after day.
    So i stopped by your grave tooo say.
    I love you baybee I wont you bak The pain in my heart will only get worse.
    I miss you more when your gone.
    Im sorry i couldnt come too your funeral.
    You no i would have really loved too because you no wat im like.
    You no how much i care for you and dint ever wont to leave your side but i guess it had too happen sooner or later.
    I love You Millionz
    Forever in my heart x
    Tamsin x

  101. 101 chantelle parsons Jan 29th, 2007 at 8:10 pm

    Nikita you were so special to me and i will never forget u cause ur always smilling at me.Ur up their now wid the angles and u are the best friend i ever had and u were always so polite,everyone is missing u at school.Nikita u are a pretty angle.

  102. 102 your big sis danielle Jan 30th, 2007 at 1:14 pm

    hi my little angel how are you doing A-Jay had his jabs yesterday and he really cryed but was soon forgotten. he always looks at your picture and say’s hello kika and blows you a kiss, i talk to him about you all the time so he will never forget you. Ellie-May say’s she loves you lots and as for Jamie-Leigh she is getting alot better not so sad but she still keeps carrying around your teddy that mum gave her from you she loves it so much.
    i’m going to your grave today to tidy it up a bit so we can put some more beautiful flowers on there for you.
    well i best go now my lovely as i am going to take mum to see you so love you lots INFINITY i will come back and write again see you soon love you you big sis danielle xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  103. 103 jess Jan 31st, 2007 at 3:17 pm

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  104. 104 jess Jan 31st, 2007 at 3:17 pm

    Nikita you were so special to me and i will never forget u cause ur always smilling at me.Ur up their now wid the angles and u are the best friend i ever had and u were always so polite,everyone is missing u at school.Nikita u are a pretty angle.

  105. 105 jess Jan 31st, 2007 at 3:18 pm

    x Nikita Moore My Baybee Angel x
    You dont understand what im going through.
    Everything i would dooo to be with you.
    I just wont you back in my life
    I cant step back neither take a stride.
    I miss you more day after day.
    So i stopped by your grave tooo say.
    I love you baybee I wont you bak The pain in my heart will only get worse.
    I miss you more when your gone.
    Im sorry i couldnt come too your funeral.
    You no i would have really loved too because you no wat im like.
    You no how much i care for you and dint ever wont to leave your side but i guess it had too happen sooner or later.
    I love You Millionz
    Forever in my heart x

  106. 106 jess Jan 31st, 2007 at 3:21 pm

    Rest with the Angels Nikita as you deserve to be out of pain and happy again. I can picture you now teaching the angels how to sing(karoke) and encouraging them all to join in. You always went out of your way to say hello to me and always greeted me with a smile. You were so funny and cheeky sometimes and that’s what made you so adorable.
    Since knowing you Nikita, you have amazed me with your bravery, strength and determination to fight on, however, you never lost as Heaven has just gained one extra special angel to watch down on us.
    Keep those stars twinkling at night Nikita as everytime I see that extra sparkly star I will know its you saying hello to us all.
    Good night and God bless Nikita I will always hold memories of you. Lots of love, hugs and Kisses Nikita, on the 9 January 2007 I said my final goodbye to you and I must say what a wonderful service it was. I still keep asking myself why you, but there can only be one explanation…..You were too good to be here. Nikita, we are all left with such wonderful memories of you and thats one thing that can never be taken away. So it’s nice to say that you will never be forgotten, as we remember you more and more each day.
    Lots of Love jess

  107. 107 niccolette jenkins Jan 31st, 2007 at 3:21 pm

    Nikita, Your Being Missed So Much Babe.
    I Think Of You Every Day And I Still Cant Believe Your Gone. But At Least Now Your In A Better Place With No Suffering. Love You With All Her Heart__x

  108. 108 Beth Grimstead Jan 31st, 2007 at 8:00 pm

    RIP darling i luv ya loads i cant stop thinking about u i will never 4get u i am missing u like mad but u got to think u r in peace and not in pain now sleeptight angel and i will always remember that smile u had everyday and that cheeky chrin princess i luv ya loads R.I.P.Tracey Nick Danielle and family you all tryed 100% ur