Nikita’s First Anniversary

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Memorial by A P Brown

Nikita's place of rest Nikita's butterfly headstone Nikita's butterfly headstone Love you always infinity, Danielle Love you always infinity, Danielle

365 days have gone
Since our daughter last sang her song
Our darling Nikita flew away
To Heaven a year ago today

Nikita I never said goodbye
Something a mother should never try
I could not bear to watch you leave
You lay there trying hard to breath

I know you have gone a short distance away
To heaven is where my daughter plays
Singing and dancing up in the clouds
My darling daughter I am so proud

As each day closes and another is due
All I ever think about my darling is you
There isn’t a minute that passes by
I think about you and want to cry

I remember that awful night
As you were passing away
Your dying wish to hold dad tight
To have his love to make it right

If it was not for Danielle
I surely would have fell
From this world into another
For my life has no other

Standing alone with bricks and mortar
All I have is my other daughter
Dad has flown from our nest
Maybe his going was for the best

Its been a year
Since your life was taken
Everyday my heart has been breaking
Life without you is not the same

My life is nothing but sadness and pain
Just remember my special child
My love for you was never mild
Against the odds we tried to beat
For your life to be complete

This year has gone without you here
I pray each day for you to be near
My spirit my soul my heart from above
sleep tight Nikita
my love.

Always my special princess, your mum, your best friend.
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21 Responses to “Nikita's First Anniversary”


  1. 1 jamie-leigh Dec 19th, 2007 at 9:11 pm

    nikita I went to see your headstone it was beautiful Just like you LOVE YOU.it was shaped in a lush butterfly.love you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  2. 2 Katie Dec 20th, 2007 at 1:49 pm

    nikita i can’t belive it’s nearly a year since you have been taken. i love yhoo loadz and i cant wait unti l we meet again but for now my friend we will have 2 wait.

    ILY Nikita Laura Moore and i always will do all i can think about is yhoo
    luv yhoo baby girl

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  3. 3 Joe Frew Dec 20th, 2007 at 2:08 pm

    we all love u hunni

  4. 4 Joe Frew Dec 20th, 2007 at 2:08 pm

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  5. 5 nikki Dec 20th, 2007 at 2:37 pm

    hi nikita, this time of year has come again but this time its not a happy time, we are all still thinkin of u and miss u so much we will be thinking of u on christmas day,
    missing u singin in the front room like u usually do.
    love u loads and missing u always all my love and kisses
    nikki, dwain , tyrese and neo xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  6. 6 KERRY Dec 22nd, 2007 at 7:07 pm

    Nikita i cant belive u wen’t.
    I loved u like as u were my best m8 which u were i will never stop thinking of u darling u are always in my heart and i will never forget u.
    i hope when i go to heaven we meet and say hi i will always think of u and always love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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    i can remeber the good times we shared when we used to sing and dance together.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  7. 7 viks Dec 24th, 2007 at 3:47 am

    Hi Tracey and Danelle, I just wanted to let you know that you are so often in our thoughts, especially today. With all our love, Viks on behalf of all at Post Pals

  8. 8 LEANNE COUSIN Dec 24th, 2007 at 9:30 pm

    DEAR NIKITA CANT BELIVE ITS BEEN A YEAR U R STILL SO MISSED WE THINK ABOUT U EVERYDAY WISHING U WERE STILL HERE WE WENT TO UR GRAVE TODAY AND PUT SOME FLOWERS ON AND SEEING UR PRETTY FACE MADE ME SMILE I HOPE U HAVE FUN IN HEAVEN PLAyING AS U WOULD OF HERE UR LOVE OF LIFE WAS AMAZING I MISS U SO MUCH AND ALWAYS WILL MY LITTLE COUSIN NIKITA UR ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS LOVE U LOTS MERRY CHISTMAS LOVE LEANNE MARK MAESON BEAU XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

  9. 9 L a u r a S___x Dec 27th, 2007 at 10:46 pm

    Baby Girl!

    I Miss You Loads Its A Year Since You Were Taken Away!!
    Your HeadStone Is Beautiful Babez!
    I Went Up Too See You On Christmas Eve! Your Mum And Dad Was There We Was Talking about When We Went To Butlins And Tha Night Before Your Birthday We Where Sat IOn The End Of Your Mum And Dads Bed Listening Too Jokes From You Dad Who Came Back From The Pub A Little Drunk Hehe That Was The Best!!
    I Dont Believe Its A Year Now Though Babe! It Doesnt Feel Right At All With Out You!!

    I Miss All The Sleepovers, Nights Out And Dancing And singing In The Living Room And My Bedroom!!

    Nikita Laura Moore!

    You Are The Best Girl i Ever Meet And ALWAYS will Bee!!

    You Are The Best Of Friend Any1 Could Ask For!!

    Nikita Darling I Miss You Soo Much!

    I Love You Loads Always!

    You Are Like My Sister!

    And Best Friend

    LYSM Nikita

    Laura xx

  10. 10 Kat Jan 1st, 2008 at 4:26 am

    I didn’t know you, but I saw your site on Postpals and was reading and found this site.
    Your story has touched my heart.
    My sister has been treated for cancer since 2005 and luckily is on the road to recovery.
    But not so luckily, you didn’t make it. I have lost a friend through cancer,
    and I know that it is awful. I am thinking of your family and friends, and of you.
    You must have been a brave star, and I would have been glad to have known you.
    We are the about the samge age and to me, it doesnt seem fair that your life had to be so short, when you could have acheived so much!
    Anyway, I thought I’d leave a comment in your memory.
    Sleeptight.
    Love Kat xxx

  11. 11 Joe Frew Jan 15th, 2008 at 11:14 pm

    heya sxc babe

    i miss you sooooooo much i dont know what im doin without you

    love you babe

    joe

  12. 12 laura and chantelle Jan 24th, 2008 at 5:49 pm

    Hey Baby Gal!!

    we are at skool

    missin u loads

    love u bbe
    see u again 1 day

    love u xxxx

  13. 13 chantelle parsons Jan 30th, 2008 at 4:00 pm

    HIIA BABE MISSIN U LIKE FUCKIN MAD LOVE U LOADS AND LDS

    LOVE UR BABY GIRL CHANTELLE
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  14. 14 chantelle parsons Feb 2nd, 2008 at 4:53 pm

    hiia bbe girl i am missin u like mad so hope ur k in heaven wishin u were here now so i could have some fun with u now but there u go up with the angels and all the princess u are 1 of them so hope u look afta ur self bbe and u are so speacil to me now ur not even here so every1 misses u and im 1 of them people. bless u sweetheart miss u like mad and lds and millons. i hope u are well up there and u know that im always there for u bbe and u are a speacil lilac princess

    love u always and lds and millons

    love chantelle

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  15. 15 chantelle parsons Feb 4th, 2008 at 7:29 pm

    heya bbe

    missin u soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much

    i dnt know what i am doin without

    ILUSFM BBE

    love u lds and millons

    flossy (chantelle) x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  16. 16 niccolette Feb 6th, 2008 at 8:34 pm

    nikita i went and seen your head stone and it is in a buttterfly shape it is lush xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxmissing u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  17. 17 bellis family Feb 7th, 2008 at 1:32 am

    hope u like t rose plant at christmas.u r always in our minds.

  18. 18 Joe Frew(Friend) Mar 23rd, 2008 at 3:40 pm

    heya hun

    how are you today
    i hope your having a nice easter today like evryone else
    how many easter eggs did you get today????????

    im missing you loads and loads more
    see you soon

    Joe

  19. 19 stac Mar 27th, 2008 at 6:26 pm

    Hi Nikita,
    still thinking of you and miss you
    xxxxx

  20. 20 rosie (jamie-leigh's friend) May 2nd, 2008 at 10:07 pm

    hi niktia

    i havn’t seen you but jamie-leigh said i could write on here jamie-leigh always is going on about you she realy miss’s you
    rosie

  21. 21 crystal May 4th, 2008 at 1:14 am

    hi hunni missin u loads
    my life aint the same without u init
    we used to dance sing and play
    now its all gone away
    i though about you yesterday im thinking of u today
    youre in my heart and thought and that will never go away
    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxmissin u 4 ever and more
    luv crystalxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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